Ralph Penniall 1922?- 2008
Miss Jabber Mouth Mornings
Miles for Malawi 5K
Meeting Ava
Father's Day
May 29 Pictures
Total Shock
A good friend got me hooked on this blog when I was pregnant. I would check it everyday to see how Abigail was doing and pray that she would get better. I checked her blog just now - I hadn't seen it since I left here, still pregnant, and I have sadly found that she passed away in April. I am so so upset. I don't even know these people. I cannot imagine their loss. I don't even know what else to say. Shocked.
http://www.abigailrosejacoby.blogspot.com/
More pictures coming!!
I know you all are dying to see new pictures of Vaughan. I will be updating the pictures this week -probably tomorrow or Wednesday.
Colic? No More Dairy! Soy?
Vaughan has had some colic - so the doctor says. It started the middle of April and for a while she cried for an hour or so every night. Then I noticed that whenever I gave her formula (if I was in a pinch and couldn't breastfeed her) the next day or so she would be terribly constipated and pretty much miserable. So no more formula! Two weeks after I stopped giving her formula she started getting constipated again and would cry and cry like her stomach was really hurting - gas pains? She was constipated all day and was acting so miserable. It was heartbreaking. So I called the nurse and she told me to cut dairy out of my diet. Since I have done that she has been SO MUCH happier!! It makes total sense after I thought about it. She couldn't handle the formula, obviously because of the milk protein and iron, so OBVIOUSLY she will not be able to handle dairy in my milk! I felt AWFUL for making her feel that way. We were at the doctor on Friday the 6th. She's gaining weight just fine (now is 12 lbs 7 oz) and seems to be feeling better and better every day. Once in a while I will totally forget and accidently eat dairy and she will let me know! I have been searching for snacks to eat that are good for me and good for her. If you can think of any let me know. I already have my nuts and dried fruits - my trail mix - which I love. And of course berries, apples and bananas, but I need some more ideas for work snacks. Do I have to drink my coffee black now!? Brett bought me Silk. I am worried that she will not be able to digest the soy too. Should I be worried?
Back to work
The day has come. I went back to work today. I will be working Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays every week so it really won't be bad. I will get out of the house and have some adult time...At least I keep telling myself that. I cried yesterday a few times thinking about leaving my baby. And then this morning was a rough one. I was fine until I was changing her and she gave me this huge smile. I keep thinking about what I will miss. Yikes! I am starting to cry again. Ugh. I know it will get better but today has been really hard.







